Saturday, September 01, 2007

One of those Days...

Have you ever had one of those days where you come home, and you're not sure if you're ready to cry, scream, kill someone, or simply shut down? Or maybe all of the above, all at once. I know I have. And you know what? I hate those days, except for one thing. Master. He always knows how to calm me down, make everything sound like its going to be okay, no matter what is going on. He has a way of making me look at things and go, "Yeah, so what. It's not that bad. Fuck it." I like to think I have that same effect on Him.

I'm never sure how He does it though. All it takes most times is a couple simple sentences and *poof* I'm better. It doesn't matter how long I've been feeling that way. It could be an hour, it could be 8. It could be more then that... but He seems to have that ability to just chill me the fuck out. It could be His tone of voice, it could be His no nonsense way of looking at things, it could be that He makes me look at the bigger picture.. or it could be that He somehow reaches into my head and pulls the emergency cord. Who knows. It's probably all of the above, not to mention to hug or kiss or look He gives me. Affection always helps me. Why? Cause I'm a very affectionate person.

Plus, no matter what, He is never to busy to talk to me. If He feels it is important, or that I need to vent, He'll drop everything and just listen to me, or help me sort things out in my head. There have been times where He looks at me (with me not saying a word), shuts off the TV or computer or XBOX 360, or hangs up the phone and says, "What's up kitten? What's wrong with My girl?" And I am so grateful for that. I'm grateful that He can read me so easily. I'm grateful that He cares. I'm grateful that He doesn't bullshit me. I'm grateful that He loves me that much.

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