As His slave, I sometimes feel like a little girl. Not in a bad way. Not the way I've felt in past relationships where people treat me like I'm an idiot, as if I have the mental capacity of a 1 year old and don't understand anything said to me. Master has always treated me like an intelligent individual who has her own thoughts, ideas, opinions, and creativity. And He has always told me that is how He views me, as not some blank slate to be totally rewritten, but rather an extension of Himself. His other half.
But I stray from my original point. Sometimes, when I accomplish something, I run up to Master and I have this giddy feeling in my stomach, my heart is going a mile a minute, and my brain is buzzing with excitement. I run up and I say, "Master! Look what I did! Look what Your girl did!" And I wait there with baited breath to see if He is proud, if He is impressed, if He is happy with what I have done, with what I have accomplished. And then... the moment comes where He tells me, "kitten I'm so proud of you!" and my world spins at mach 5 and I am elated. Master is proud of me! All is right with the world. Sometimes when I do this... I feel like a 5 yo who comes home from school with a new finger painting that they want displayed on the fridge. Silly mental imagery isn't it?
There are also times where we are out with our friends, or perhaps family, and He starts telling others how proud of me He is. And I feel like I just won a trophy when that happens. Master is praising me in front of others! Whoo-hoo! *does the kitten happy dance* And others will kinda chuckle, when as He is praising me, He caresses my cheek or playfully tussles my hair, or absent-mindedly pets my neck or in between my shoulder blades.
It is not a rare occurrence either. He often does this in front of friends (a couple in particular) and His mother, or my parents. And it thrills me. Not only is He proud, but He has no problem showing or telling others of such things. It's like He's boasting, showing off... and sometimes, especially in front of a married couple that we hang out with, He has this tone in His voice that reminds me of "Neener! Look what I got! And she's Mine! All Mine! *insert evil laugh here*" (And yes... Master has a very evil laugh that makes me shiver but in a "throw me down and fuck me" way.. not an "oh shit I have to hide now" way.) Actually... come to think of it... He has said exactly that.
I remember a couple incidents in particular where He has grabbed me, and said, "She's Mine! All Mine!" and kissed the top of my head. (Is there any wonder as to why I love this man?) And our friends have reacted with laughter and poked fun at me for blushing. Master is the only one who can make me blush these days. And He can do so at the drop of a hat, and I believe He takes great joy in that. Why? Cause He can. What other reason could He possibly need? *smirks*
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About kitten
Age: 24
Status: slave & wife to Master Coyote
Slave Number: 116-597-286
Height: 5'1
Weight: 100 lbs.
Fav. Colors: Red & Black
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