Saturday, August 04, 2007

Not Letting "Vanilla Life" Take Over

Well, I have been working at Denny's for almost 2 months now, and Master is now working full time and is having His name tossed in for a possibly manager position at His job. (does a happy dance)

Not saying this is or will happen, but one thing I don't want to happen, now that we are both working, is for our every day lives to take over, for me to forget my place. I don't want to become the couple that only does kinky things on our days off, and the rest of the week we are like "Yeah.. so today sucked..."

I mean, we still bitch about our days and vent to one another, which I think keeps us both sane at this point in time. A double income is nice (I've never actually lived in a double income household before...). But I don't want to lose sight of what is most important, being His devoted slave/wife. I mean don't get me wrong, I am excited that we are catching up on bills, and will soon have some spare money to start getting things we want and/or need. (Such as new furniture, new clothes, collectibles and blades.. etc and so on.) But I find myself trying harder to show Him my being docile. In fact, I find myself being more docile the minute I get home, then I usually was before we were both working. Not to say I was a bad slave before, trust me I would have known... but it is almost an immediate effect. Walk in the door....*boom*.... sub space.

Just yesterday Master got home from work, I had been home for about an hour, and I knelt on the living room floor, a fresh soda in front of me (for Him), three Tylenol, and one Drixoral in my hand and simply waited. I knelt that way for a good 15 minutes before He got home, but the longer I waited the deeper into my sub space I went, the more I felt the butterflies in my stomach that soon.. oh so very soon ... my Master, my Husband would be home and I would be able to serve Him and please Him. Not only that, but before I had taken to my knees I had made sure all the garbage was out, that we had soda in the fridge, that the dog was taken care of, that the rabbits had everything they needed, and I cleaned the kitchen sink. I didn't want Him to have to do anything but take His shower and relax once He walked in the door. I had gotten then mail and sorted through it so He wouldn't have to deal with any junk mail. And it has been like this since He started His job.

Like I said, I don't want anyone thinking that I was slacking before hand... I don't feel I was and Master has not brought such to my attention, but now it's like... uber-slave! "Yes, it's uber-slave. She can work 8 hours on her feet all day while dealing with bitchy customers, then come home and conquer the wilderness that is the apartment and be fresh and ready for her Master and take care of everything He could need or desire. For she is uber-slave!" *play cheesy super hero music here*

Yes, I am still tired when I get home from work, yes I am still sore as hell.... however I think I would be depressed and very angry with myself if I let that "over ride". At the end of the night I start to drag a little (okay so I'm tired as hell and my shoulders hurt..) but... Master's needs and wants are taken care of, He is more relaxed then when He first got home, and He seems pleased with me. What more could a slave ask for?

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