Master and I have been dealing quite a bit with our friends, and their um... problems to put it lightly. On a good note, one of our friends has been sober for almost two weeks now. Its not that long but it is a wonderful start that we are thankful for.
However, some of our friends are making me remember just how lucky I truly am. Not that I really need the reminder, honestly. I try not to take my Master/Husband for granted. I always have this sense of elation flood over me when I think of Him, but sometimes... certain situations can remind you that "Hey! I am one of the few that are truly blessed! Thank the spirits!"
On the one hand there is our single friends who remind me that I am sssoooo glad I don't have to deal with the dating scene bullshit. And then.. there is the married couple that is honestly the only couple we hang out with. They haven't been married that long really. A couple of years. But they have been together for about 6 or 7 years. Some where around there. But every time we go over there, the husband drags Master upstairs so he can bitch about his wife, and then his wife bitches to me about her husband. Then after about an hour and a half of that we all hang out but there is tension in the room. You could cut it with the boot knife Master keeps on Him. I swear. Their affection towards one another, when it does happen, seems almost like its forced.. or a show put on because we're there. It is uncomfortable. On one hand I wish there was something I could do... but on the other hand.. I don't see why Master and I should play marriage counselors to them if they aren't taking our advice and/or not put forth any effort into their own marriage.
Anyways.. every time we go over there, once we get into the car Master and I both look at one another and go "Thank the spirits I have you!" It's just one of those things you know? Yes, we've only been married for three months, but we have been together for over four years now... living together for two. And we've gone through a lot of bullshit to get where we are today, and we are always talking, always putting effort into our relationship, something, it seems, a lot of people just simply don't do anymore.
One thing my grandmother told me before she passed away, which at the time I thought was a bit odd since I was only nine years old at the time. (She passed away shortly there after..) She said, "Hun, you're to young to understand this right now. But one day you will. When you have a husband of your own, and one day you will, never go to bed angry. It'll save you a lot of pain." And I have remembered through all these years.. and I put it into practice, as does Master. And it works! It really does. We may end up staying up for three hours talking, but I would rather talk then sleep if something is up. I really would. Work or not. My relationship with Master is the most important thing. I can always catch up on sleep. I can't take hurtful words or actions. And neither can Master. So which sounds more productive? Yep. Talking.
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Status: slave & wife to Master Coyote
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