I haven't posted much lately and I know that. But honestly, I haven't been writing in my personal off-line journal much either. I have been sick since Saturday, and still am. Master took me to the E.R. on Monday and they gave me some medication, but other then that it is going to have to run its course. It sucks, I don't get sick very often at all, but when I do, I don't fuck around. It's a trade off I suppose.
But the biggest thing that sucks about not feeling well now a days? I can't serve Master the way I usually do. Master always, always, always takes good care of me and He gets very stern with me if I ask if I can do something for Him. He tells me to rest. It's just that when I'm sick, I feel so useless. Like I'm being a bad slave. Although I know if I tried to push myself I would indeed be a bad slave and would be punished for it. And so I have to wait for my body to work this out and get 100% again. Slowly but surely I'm getting there. Stupid body not wanting to magically heal over night! *sigh* Master is just now letting me do small things for Him though, like getting Him a soda, or putting something in the microwave for Him and bringing it to Him. That, at least, brings a smile to my face and is a bit of normalcy.
At least I'm not as tired anymore. For a couple of days I was taking four hour naps, staying up for about three hours and then going back to bed. I'm still a little sleepy every now and again but I'm not wanting to crash out. Another thing that really sucks is when you're sick, and you don't want to eat, but you are hypoglycemic so you HAVE to eat or you could get in some serious medical trouble! Master has, of course, also been keeping an eye on that. "Honey, eat. Yes I know you don't want to. But eat something."
Although, admittedly I'm sick of lemon-lime soda and crackers. Ugh.
Thankfully school is over until this Fall. I got one A and two C's. I'm not to proud of the C's, but one was in Math class (which I have never been good at) and the other was for Multiple Platform Programming, which also wasn't making much sense to me. But hey, at least I passed and my GPA is still a 3.2 and my core GPA is still a 3.5. So that's a bonus.
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Age: 24
Status: slave & wife to Master Coyote
Slave Number: 116-597-286
Height: 5'1
Weight: 100 lbs.
Fav. Colors: Red & Black
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