Monday, April 02, 2007

Submission After Marriage

Master and I have been married for a little over a week now, and this may be because it is still the rush from the wedding and the honeymoon, but for some reason it feels like since W/we've become "legal" my submission to Him has deepened, dramatically. It has nothing really to do with religion. W/we are not Christian so there is no "A wife should be submissive to her Husband". But even after four years of being with Him, and most of it being collared to Him, I have found that I have been more docile and more needful then before W/we were married, and that, for me, is hard to imagine. I have always been very docile towards Him, as well as very needful of His touch and His attention. (Although not clingy, thank the Gods.)

But now it is like I want to please Him more and more. To touch Him more, for Him to touch me more. My hungers have been turned up a notch or too since last week. Like I said it may just be the "honeymoon period" but I don't honestly think it is. Then again the hungers He has woken in me have been a bliss and yet painful at times, ever since He first unlocked them. Painful in the sense that sometimes other things (such as illness, stress, day to day stuff, etc.) do not allow immediate fulfillment of them, and other times because Master wants to let me simmer.

I think part of the reason my submission is growing deeper and more intense is because I keep telling myself, "I want to be a good slave. I want to be a good wife." And since both of those "titles" intermingle with one another perfectly in O/our relationship (just as Master and Husband does), it intensifies my focus on such things, there for making me feel them more deeply, more fully. Perhaps I have found myself a new mantra whenever I feel myself getting stressed out or aggravated with anything.

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