I was sitting here today just letting my mind wander, after finishing up some of my homework that I am still catching up on from the time I missed while W/we were one O/our honeymoon. (Some teachers just assign way to much homework, plus W/we got married right after mid-terms.)
Anyways, I was sitting here wondering what it would be like to be openly submissive to my Husband in public (and not get arrested that is). No one bats an eyelash if a couple holds hands or the one puts their arm around their significant other. And all those things are well and good, I enjoy being affectionate with Master when W/we are in public, but sometimes I wish there could be more. I always walk behind Master, to His left, a few paces behind. (Unless He is not happy with me, in which case I am to be on the right.) But really that is the only physical display of submission that W/we can get away with. For instance, if Master were to lead me around on a leash, I have a feeling W/we'd be asked to leave certain places. And sometimes I so want to be led around by the leash He holds. Master has commented on how He would have me naked (minus my collar) on all fours and on His leash in public if He could get away with it, and the very thought of it makes my heart leap (among other various parts of my anatomy). But even if I were to so much as kneel at His feet when W/we are standing around, it would raise more then a few questions and also draw negative attention. Of course this does not apply to BDSM clubs, or the like, but unfortunately W/we do not have any near by.
It is not that I want to "show off" or anything, I just wish to be true to who W/we are and not have to hide the fact. Doing that around certain friends and family is uncomfortable even. But not everyone is accepting. Not everyone is "tolerant". And in this day and age, that is a sad and sorry thing. Now nudity, okay fine I get that. But if I am fully clothed, and kneeling at His feet, what exactly is illegal about that activity? Nothing. Being led around by a leash? Nothing yet again. I have hidden enough about myself in the past, that it irks me sometimes when I have to do it now. Master has liberated me. He allows me to be myself and He loves me for it, every single thing about me, He loves. And the same is true the other way around. I have had to hide that I am bi-sexual. I have had to hide that I am not Christian. Hell there are still some people that do not know either, and when they bring up the subject they are pretty demeaning about it and it makes me want to fade into the background. Then they ask me what is wrong and I have to say "Nothing at all." But there is no getting around it. It is family. And since they are family, I just don't go down those roads with them. It is not that I feel everyone has to know such things about me, it would just be nice to finally look at them and go, "Ya know, I'm that. So could you please stop saying things like that? Please?" But I'm rambling....
Sometimes, in my more goofy moods I think about talking to Master about somehow becoming rich and buying an island where Owners and slaves can move to. Think a very large gated community. Where such things could happen. But then there are some problems with this idea. One, W/we aren't rich. Two, Master does not like large bodies of water because in the water, He is no longer the top of the food chain and He can't out swim a shark. (And as far as natural predators go, say the big cats of the world, W/we live in Milwaukee. If there is a lion or a tiger or a cougar loose, it is because one broke out of the zoo.) Maybe W/we could buy a state instead.
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Age: 24
Status: slave & wife to Master Coyote
Slave Number: 116-597-286
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