Saturday, April 28, 2007

My New Favorite Saying.. And Some Other Thoughts

Some people may have noticed that I have added more text to my layout, and that text has also become my signature line on TSR. The text I am referring to of course is, "I have found my other half, and submitted to Him completely, so that He may be whole."

I came up with that myself. I did not read it anywhere, nor did I hear anyone else say it. But it is something I truly believe. I believe my Master to be my mate. My One and Only. And over the course of four years, that has been reaffirmed time and time again. Also, through many talks, I actually believe that my submitting to Him has completed Him in some way. He is my other half, as I am His.

Through our talks together we have both agreed that there was always something missing in our past relationships and it wasn't until we met one another that we realized what that was. I needed a strong man, who could take control, who I could give myself completely to. And He needed a woman who would show Him the respect He deserves and give all of them self to Him. And so in my submitting to Him, I have completed Him in some way and He is free to be Himself. Just as I am now free to be myself by submitting to Him.

One thing I did read on a blog, was the following: "Nothing like doing slave duties to clear one's mind." I couldn't have put it any better myself if I tried. When I am feeling frustrated, or I am confused, or I am overwhelmed by situations around us, the minute He has me do something I feel clear headed, like I have a purpose. And that purpose is Him. All I have to do is focus on Him and everything is right in my world. Everything. It may sometimes be a short lived reprieve from the stresses of daily life, but after that I feel refreshed and centered and can deal with anything life throws at me. All because of Him. The reason I say it is sometimes short lived is because life can only be put on hold for so long. I still have homework, we still have bills to pay, we have animals to take care of, and family and friends that need our attention.

On a good note, Master has a job interview on Monday and I have a few companies that are interested in setting up a job interview with me. So hopefully, soon, we will both have full time jobs.

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