Sunday, April 22, 2007

It's The Little Things

Yesterday Master and I had a miscommunication. He grew upset with me and I became extremely docile. We were in the car and usually He tells me to light a cigarette for Him when we are in the car and He wants one. But this time, because He was not happy with me at this point, He instead went through the trouble of digging his cigarettes out of his pants pocket, along with his lighter, and lit one Himself. For me that was like a miniature punishment. I'm not sure if that makes any sense what so ever, but it really was.

It's the little things that are sometimes the worst for me. For instance, if He is not happy with me for what ever reason and He goes to light His own cigarette when we are in the car, or if He gets up and gets His own soda, or if He puts His lotion on His tattoos Himself instead of having me do it, it pains me. I know that it is to teach me a lesson and to let me know that He is upset with me. And yes it does make me strive harder to please Him. But to me it is amazing how much the little things that we do every day, can effect me when they are not done the way they usually are.

I am actually a pretty spontaneous person, but with those kind of routines, I take great joy in them, even if I don't think about it at the time. However, when I am not allowed to do them I notice it... and fast!

Not sure if this really has a point, just thought I would post about it.

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